13 november 2020
I ended up falling sleep around 5. Took some pictures in low light with my phone. Long exposures, then turning up the brightness to over 9000.
I did wake up at 10. Am sleep deprived.
3:45 - having trouble falling asleep tonight. It would be good if I could be up by 10 tomorrow, but it's not going to happen.
I started getting a little pain on my upper back today. Maybe I'm tensing up and not sitting well due to the new keyboard.
Fuck computers. Just a thought. And here I am, typing this in one.
See, I have a small notebook to write thoughts in.
Yet I haven't used it since I started this feels blog.
I would have had to go down the stairs to get it now though.
But really if I think of a happy life, where do computers fit?
I'd want people - friends, family, you name it.
And food, and songs, and a garden and sun. They don't come to mind.
I can't live without them and yet they feel so unnecessary.
3:51 - good night